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A revolution.
Okay, as I think back. I've always enjoyed xanga and I knew personally it was a journal of course. but i was afraid to let my feelings in them since I thought people would judge me without actually getting to know me personally, but stupid ol' me, i guess xanga is the only way to actually express my feelings sometimes. I thought of xanga of some kind of popularity thing where people usually just spend time putting random topics in and people would comment you. the more comments you have the more happier you get. But i wasn't happy at all. It really didn't matter at all. I think the number 1 reason I had xanga was probably because every other asian had it. I guess i wanted to be that "every other asian". But I realize it's just a waste of time, on a bases i would randomly go to anothor persons xanga and their xanga was mostly for decoration? with a bunch of HTML, and how they currently feel. Simply putting 1 mere sentence how their day was. It was to boring for me. It seemed like something idiots would do. Funny as it seems. I did such the same to my xanga, putting random topics and how i feel about other people. Not about how i feel.
From now on im going to revolutionise my xanga, only because i realize im growing. I think it's really time to put a little more effort into the things i enjoy, instead of scattering my thoughts and decorating my xanga like everyone else. Sure my knowledge is limited in my time of age. But i can sure try to do my best to describing my feelings.
Life is dragging me along where i don't want to go right now. How can i have enough strenght to drag my Life to the direction i want to go? 1 problem is laziness...
So this is the deadline, No more immature xangay'in. sick and tired of writing meaningless topics. When there is a purpose for that particular item, use that item for it's purpose. Use the damn xanga as a damn journal, not as a dam comment filter....if i want meaningless comments, i'll just use myspace.
Well i will put meaningless topics time to time tho. Humor is the best medicine xD
I'm going to make a new xanga soon, if your actually reading this because you cared enough. Please leave a request on the guestbook if you want my new xanga link. or if you know me. I/M me.
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